That was fun!!!
Aug 1, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z5pUtG1mg4

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so I just got off of my life my first
life actually and that was amazing I
really enjoyed myself
I loved the fact of feeling like I can
just engage with you guys and being that
reality at that very moment it's so nice
to be able to be in reality with you
guys at that moment and be able to check
that and it's just and it just makes me
love this group that much more and it's
so fulfilling so yeah how was that was
an experience that I will do again I'm
thinking that I want to do those once a
month there's not a given day that I'm
gonna do it I thought about like like
numbering from how many numbers are in
the month and putting it in a hat and
then drawing a number and that will be
the day that I go live that's what I was
thinking um again if there's a better
time for you guys let me know I had a
pretty good turnout but you know it
might be time differences and I get it I
understand so let me know if there's a
better time that won't work for you guys
that you guys can all you know be able
to join so you know I can work a little
bit later on my timing so if it needs to
be a little later my time to fit in a
little bit better with your guys time
just let me know we'll we'll work with
it I'm not worried about it at all
but yeah I I really enjoyed it so much
that I'm definitely gonna be doing these
the once a month I think would be a
great start and I addressed about the
box I'm really excited about it again
just keep you know bringing me the names
if you're private so that way I can put
you
to the drawing and I will come up with a
date here within the next couple of days
of when I'm going to be closing the
drawing so we can make the winner and
I'm pushing pushing pushing for more
subscribers because once we reach the
thousand subscriber I want to do a
special giveaway and start working on
that and continuing to see our community
grow because it's just it's an amazing
thing to not I'm not seeing the numbers
grow for any what would you say Fame if
you want to call it that when I see the
numbers going up I just think of that
many more amazing people joining our
community and it's just uh warms my
heart so anyways I just took a shower
and now it's definitely time for bedtime
for my kids and let me tell you that was
probably one of the longest showers I've
taken in a really really long time I
stood in the shower for probably a good
twenty five to thirty minutes just
letting the hot water just run on me and
it really relaxed me and that felt
really good so I think you know as my
back has been straight and strengthening
more I'm being able to take longer
showers and that's a fantastic thing
because before it was like I had to have
everything laid out ready to go jump in
the shower hurry up because I'm huffing
and puffing my back's killing me I'm
trying to maneuver around and it just
you know was an enjoyable experience to
take a shower I just I mean I took a
shower everyday but it wasn't like it
was something that I enjoyed and all of
a sudden within the last two days it's
like showers are becoming enjoying again
and I before I got to the point where I
couldn't stand very well I would go in
the shower and I would shut all the
lights off in the bathroom but leave the
hall light on and I would leave my door
cracked the bathroom door so it just had
a little bit of light in and it was so
nice because it was like almost like a
candle lit in' shower and it was just
relaxing and sometimes as a mom and and
even as a dad sometimes that's your only
solitary time
to yourself and today was honestly one
of those days that I really I needed
that just relaxation it just means a lot
it's just sometimes that's where we get
our solitaire time is even in a shower
and for the day that I really had today
I needed that
I felt like my face was turning really
red which it still is a little bit red
but my face was a beet red earlier and
that usually will tell me when my blood
pressures a little bit high and it was a
very challenging day with my kids today
not gonna lie it was as you can see
non-stop like non-stop but it wasn't
just like this like this I can handle it
was blood squirrel screaming tantrums oh
so my blood pressure was up and so when
I took my blood pressure it was 158 over
89 and I could fill it and so I just you
know after of my life I was like you
know what I'm just gonna check out go
take a nice hot shower and relax and
that's what I did and I feel so much
better
so anyways this isn't gonna be a very
long video tonight just because I did
the live and I filled you guys in pretty
much with how my day was going but I
just can't express enough how happy I
was to see so many people turn out on to
the live chat and you know working
around time differences you know can be
challenging but to say the least you
guys were amazing and I seen everybody's
messages there was not one message that
didn't get seen I'm sorry that I wasn't
responding I'm sorry it was a respond e
to everybody as they were typing in only
because I get a little bit afraid of
like well if I stop sorry I'm doing her
drink of water okay go sit down with
mommy's bed go on if I stop and am
responding to everybody is that going to
be annoying to the other ones that I was
listening to the story and you know I
just I
I'm still filling this all out but at
the same time okay hold on a minute
please yes but at the same time I did go
back and I got to read all the messages
and I will take a note of some of the
messages I'm able to maybe need to
answer but I definitely seen everybody
and I'm gonna say a big hello to
everybody that was there because it was
amazing to see you all there
and let's continue to keep this channel
growing and when I say channel you know
I mean community but in an realistic
life let's keep the channel growing I
just can't believe the amount of
positivity that has just rained over
this group and I really am hoping to get
so many more people that made that
positivity from all of us so anyways I'm
gonna go because this child needs to go
to bed but you guys have a wonderful day
and if you didn't get to catch the live
when it was live go back and watch it I
think you guys will really enjoy it and
I will see you guys again tomorrow
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